Up in your defence.

When different feelings are shown up, you just wanna hide it.

When things aren't going as what you've expected, you're tend to blame the universe, to just wanna make it more enjoyable.

When everything seems against your existence, you choose to run away, just to make you feel better. easier.

It's irritating to see someone do shitty things to you, but when you can't do nothing about it? Yep, blocked them, hide them, erase their existances, then speaks "Why not? I just wanna do this shit 'cause they deserved this."

You've been burning, those flames on your chest, burning all those brigdes, burning all the pages.

Good to see them burned, anyway.

back in 2020. Surabaya bridge.